doctors only marry doctors?

seriously??

a friend: yes. because you'll understand each others' hectic schedule. especially during your internship.

me: but i always thought marrying someone outside of medical field would make the life easier.

the friend: well, try finding someone who WILL understand your busy life first.

me: that's a bummer.

*sigh*

whatever.

let's see what happens. =P

**typical dinner conversation.hehe~

*** post made after watching grey's anatomy.

today is a good day

9 zulhijjah.

hari Arafah.

hopefully most of us -who are able to- would be fasting today =)

i just thought of sharing this link with everybody.

you can see the full documentary on your own though.

Abe gave it to me before i came to ireland.

i would watch it whenever i miss it.

let us all pray that we will be invited to go there by Him,

over and over again.

InsyaAllah (",)

wanita sempurna?

"jangan impikan lelaki sebaik Saidina Ali,

jika akhlak tidak semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra"

betul.

tak salah.

tepat.

pangajarannya: baiki diri dahulu.

tapi, kenapa rasa sedih?

sikit-sikit..

hm..

boleh tak...?

"Aku ingin mengimpikan lelaki sebaik Saidina Ali,

agar diri ini boleh dibimbing menjadi semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra"

boleh kan?

just a dream.

He Knows better.

Always have.

(",)

klate. lalala~

sayo oghe klate. pure. =)

haha

ngiga?

pinar?

tok tau la. tibo2 raso tok soh kalu tok type in kelate skali dlm blog ni. hehe~sapo pehey, pehey lah.sapo dop gak, panda2 la translate yop? kecek klate. oghe surely kato assabiyah bla2. tapi bukey saloh kito pon, nok wat gano oghe tok pehey kalu kito kecek klate laju sket. tringat time duk kat kmb, kalu balik kmb lepas cuti lamo gak, sure belit lidoh nk kecek luar. and then start ar raso homesick.hehe~cuz classmate semo oghe luar.sue pulop kadey2 jah nok kecek klate. *eventhou loghat klate dio lagi pekat kot.haha* loni duk ireland, raso lego jugok, dapat housemate klate soghe. bukey gapo, kadey2 raso homey skit bilo bulih kecek bhaso asal nih. lidoh tu rindu bhaso dio.hehe~

*dgr oghe arab kecek klate pn best*

(comey...nk blaja bhaso mlayu gi blaja klate plop.haha)

haih. tgk clip ni jadi rindu budu dkat2 rayo haji..isk2~ =)

confession of a sin

so this guy's name is afiq anuar. the fact that i dont know who he is doesn't stop me from commenting on the link in facebook that has been circulating around us KMBians 0709.

it was a typical day, i was back home after a very tiring day, checked what's up in fb, and came across a very interesting link posted by fellow friends on this particular super junior, read it, laughing, continue reading my friends' comments, laughing again, and for fun, added my own comment on the link.

today, i told the story to a friend of mine, and i checked it again. but this time, a comment made me think instead of laughing like all the previous comments before me.

"mengumpat secara bertulis"

- mr firdaus abu bakar-

fellow KMBmate *whom im sure dont know who the hell i am*

if he didn't write that, i wouldnt have known nor realize what i was doing. i do admit that most of us actually neither really care who the boy is nor give a d*** about what he was saying. But it still doesn't give us the right to tease and make jokes about him behind his back.

i guess that all of my batch are still not over of the whole difficulty that IB actually brings us, that it seemed quite funny seeing someone so oblivious to what he is about to face doing IB. nevertheless, im sorry for laughing along with all the jokes made.

to say that talking behind others' back a.k.a mengumpat has become something so common and taken for granted is definitely not wrong; considering that most of us (me particularly) don't even realize that we're doing exactly that. *astaghfirullahal'azim*

mengumpat: dosa besar. *i feel horrible*

so to my superjunior mr afiq;

sorry for the jokes made. it was wrong.

i wish you all the best in becoming a good pakar jantung.

insyaAllah =)

music & memories

i think it's not wrong to say that i grew up with music around me. im not sure whether it's a good thing or not. but it's definitely the truth.

awal2 highschool, my parents would call me ustazah rock; just because i am with my walkman (gadget dulu.mp3 tade lagi) most of the time. i think somehow it's bothering them how i study with loud music on. but all those songs i've listened to was not for nothing. cuz now, whenever i come across them, they brought back memories. different songs, different memories. so here goes some of it:


xfactor-tak sanggup
Form 1. the year i suddenly listen to malay songs. mainly due to Akademi Fantasia. haha. i stop watching after the 2nd one ended. i remembered my first time listening to Radio Era that year too.

Any Incubus's songs
abe comes to mind. hm..i miss him so much right now. i wish he calls me. (note: kakak. tell him to call me.huhu)

switchfoot songs
-back in naim lilbanat. i remembered falling in love with the soundtracks in 'A walk to remember'.
-how abe said he doesnt trust my taste in music. and eventually he acknowledged it, and came to like switchfoot too.
ps: i love this band up to this day.

closer - kings of leon
-the first time we went back home for raya together. me kakak and abe. driving. hehe. it was a freaky song actually (the fact that it's the soundtrack for a very terrifying movie).
-there was this crazy lady who drives freakily. i think kakak & abe & along & kak nini will remember that car vividly cuz u guys were racing her up till she did that crazy overtaking. (i didnt remember much cuz i was sleeping at the back most of the time.hehe) but i do remember waking up to see all of you excited and all.
- thinking back, i think this will be the only time we'll be driving just the 3 of us together. *sad* alhamdulillah for the chance. =(

David Archuleta - crush
kakak. the drives we had in putrajaya everytime you picked me up from KMB. it was always this song playing on the radio. the weekends we had driving up to shah alam to spend them with abe. how we would end up in subang parade eating at Dave's Deli.

Eric Clapton- Tears in heaven
definitely abah and his guitar. i love you daddy =)

Dewa - Dealova
back in form 5 when i was in mrsm pc. somehow the image of me with the Iqbal girls in a room at Tok Bali comes to mind. =)

Kate Perry - Hot and Cold
this has gotta be kakak and abe doing the head thing in the car.hahahaha~ (i cant help laughing at this). *huhu. i miss hanging out with you both so much!*

The All-American Rejects - Move Along
the first time i went to a cinema. bowling in Kuantan when i was in Form5. *smiles*

Killers - Mr Brightside
definitely my SPM days. and a friend of mine. encik paih namenye. *i think it was his fave or sumthing*

i even have songs that remind me of my fellow classmates in KMB:
ein a.k.a intissar - Kerispatih (Tapi Bukan Aku)
fatin ketaq lutut - Estranged (Itu Kamu)
lyntot a.k.a fadzlin - anything hiphop and nigga-like. *haha* she cant deny this.
sue - Mika (Relax, take it easy)

Kelly Clarkson - Because of you

this remind me of my lalim- fatin farhana wahab =) *huggss*

Evanescence- my immortal
i think this would be the time i was in form 3. i was in a transition phase. suddenly budget nak jadi a cool rock chic or something. listening to EMO music and bought all things black. *haha* thankfully it was a very short phase. but i remembered the feeling of wanting to be cool. *identity crisis*

it's a never-ending list i should say. so i better stop now.
but the bottom line is, im thankful for the music & memories. =)

happy day: of babies & oldies

this post is just a recap of my day *smiles*

there are two things that easily melt my heart.

BABIES & the ELDERS

babies? EVERYBODY loves them. they're cute bubbly and aaAAA..sgt comel! plus i think it's abah's influence. he has this soft spot for kids =) elders? this i guess came from the fact that i grew up with arwah che abah, who lived with us for 15 years or so. and i think, this too, comes from abah. =) watching him whose very attentive towards them. whenever and wherever he meets one.

so today, i got to experience both. going to a maternity hospital as well as a nursing home. two different sites in a day. despite the fact that the weather was super-duper freezing cold and raining, (not to mention the fact that my sole of foot hurts like hell due to lasnight's adventure) i walked with a big excited smile pasted on my wet freezing face =D

in the morning:

maternity hospital: totally loved it. i have always wanted to become a paediatrician (prayed that i have the time and energy to become one. InsyaAllah) so i WAS excited. the first excitement comes from sharing a lift with a new-born baby (cuteeeee) i couldnt handle myself much. all i did was repeating the same mantra along with pika "nak anak. nak anak. nak anak" and "nak twins. nak twins. nak twins" haha~ the lecture-which-was-a-very-relaxed-one was very informative. the best part would be seeing the patients coming in, listening to their experiences and definitely the part where it involves the blood-invested placenta and the part the doctor shows us how to 'kepit the baby's head' with that huge tool. seriously, if you've seen it, you would've never thought it was used to deliver babies. *ganas*

*this tool is huge people*

in the evening:

nursing home: i was in awe going around that place. it has EVERYTHING. saw some of the elders there. most of them are sick. but they were all nice. yes, of course, all i want is to be able to care for my parents in the future. insyaAllah. but there are cases where you just have to send your loved ones to nursing homes. *alzheimers for example*. but i wouldnt worry if my loved ones were there. it was perfect. all the things needed are there and the staff there really do care for their patients. TOP to BOTTOM. they knew EVERY single one of them.

the staff told us, that most of the patients who stayed there are due to dementia a.k.a nyanyuk. it got me thinking. "if only they knew" From my limited reading, i gather that nyanyuk is definitely not something that everyone of us will get once we're old.

refer to Al-Quran (16:70) and (22:5).

"Ayat-ayat ini menunjukkan penyakit nyanyuk berlaku kepada sesiapa yang dikehendaki oleh Allah SWT" i read this somewhere. and i've heard that the best tool to prevent 'nyanyuk' is by constantly reading the Al-Quran. InsyaAllah kita sama-sama amalkan. starting now~ jangan tunggu tua-tua. especially everytime after solat. bace kejap je~ =)

Then, when we were about to leave the place, we saw a guy (he's about 61) being held by his wife, walking with her, smiling as he walked past us slowly. the nurse told us that last year, he went to visit his daughter in new zealand. and now, just a year later, he couldnt even hold a fork on his own, and sometimes he cant even recognize his own wife. it scares me to think that these could happen. nauzubillah. but it opens up my mind.

There is a lot more happening out there, and they might happen to us too. all we can do is always pray to Him, that our life will turn out just like how we planned it to. but in the end, it always goes back to:

"Kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah yang Menentukan"

wallahua'lam.

lagho

it's refreshing to have new things to ponder upon every week.
it's refreshing to have some time for you to reflect on what you've been doing for the past few days. (months and years maybe)
it's refreshing to know that no matter how 'lagho' you had been that week, there will be a time for you to come back to reality with the help of others around you.
it's refreshing to know that that's how much Allah loves you.

this is how i see the weekly meetings.
a sign of His love (^,^)

being far away from the usual life;
yet being with the right people,
is a blessing no one can give,
except Him. =)

so again. be thankful.