have you ever felt those moments?
when you feel like you are lacking so much, it's scary.
when you feel that you might commit so much sins that you wish to stop it all and just die,
and yet you can't die knowing how much sins you have from before,
and so dying seems to be not the best option after all.
confused if i am really giving out reminders, or if it all just part of a show?
scrolled down my facebook wall today, and looking at all those things i posted;
i feel like scoffing at each one of them.
how much of those reminders am i actually doing?
how much of those quotes that i truly understand?
facebook is really only 1% of the real us.
well, at least for me it is.
i'm really tired of battling myself. :(
ya Allah, forgive our sins.
for our weaknesses, give us strength.