im leaving on a jet plane~

tingat zaman2 mude dulu pnah nyanyi lagu ni. jahil betol.malu lak rase. tp takpe. we make mistakes. then we learn from them. im leaving today for ireland. tonight to be exact. bag da pack. berat boleh tahan. barang agak banyak. haih.. pening jugak la sket2. i hope n pray that everything goes fine. InsyaAllah~


a few stuff happened. nk save dlm ni:


1. semalam planning on tarawikh kat masjid besi. tapi atas sebab2 tak dpt dielakkan, family buat jemaah di rumah kakak. takpela. meaningful jugak, bleh jemaah last dgn the whole family. siap tarawikh, buat solat hajat. this is where it meant a lot. tgh doa, tibe2 abah senyap. then dgr suara abah sebak. i know it wasnt solely because of me going away.coz at that time he was praying for us, his kids. hati sgt2 la tersentuh. so to abah: abah jgn sedih. ur kids will always be with you. no matter what. insyaAllah. to mama: mama sgt strong-hearted. thats why abah needs you by his side. huhu~ i love you both. Only Allah knows how much. to kakak, abe n lin: thanx for everything. i love you guys. jage mama n abah.
ps: doa kt yan k? biar iman yan terjage. n bertambah.insyaAllah~


2. merdeka? jahat lak rase. xprasan sgt pasal merdeka. tak brape nk ambik tau. terpikir gak, ade orang wat celebration ke malam tu?tp tak sanggup nk tau dgn detail. harapnye takde. n harap org buat solat tarawikh ramai2 kat dataran. n tambah solat hajat H1N1 ke. tapi if ade gak celebration, huh,, xtau la pe nk jadi. malaysia2..tapi pape hal. slamat MERDEKA malaysia.


3. dpt msgs arini. happy. rindu kawan2 already. thanx for all the well-wishes. n selamat belajar semua~ semoga Allah sentiasa di samping kita.


that's it for now. insyaAllah, ill be writing my next post in Ireland.