meninggalkan yang ditinggalkan

ade orang kate: orang yang ditinggalkan lebih sedih daripada orang yang meninggalkan.

true. cuz the one leaving definitely have a whole lot of other purposes to fulfill. buat itu buat ini. whilst the one left behind, have to get by, trying to get used to not having the person around anymore. sedih. yes. but alhamdulillah, this year i think abah and mama will be a whole lot preoccupied now that baby airaa is still home, kakak is still there to joke around, abe ammar will also be home now that he has a project back in kelantan, and lil sist lin is facing her PMR. so they have a lot in their hands to not miss me too much. *wink* (ceh perasan).

how i know im leaving?

kept on saying "nanti abah dengar echo suara yan je la dalam rumah." and making that sad face.
asking me my new resolutions in studies and my life there.
giving a whole lot of tips and safety measures for the stuff im bringing.
asking me all the medicines i need etc.
trying hard to assure me that he wont be too sad, cuz i can call quite often.
hehe. im not that sad abah :) cuz this year is different. the house is quite full. alhamdulillah.

busy asking me anything i wanted to eat.
which i only mentioned simple mama's cooking. like chicken soup etc.
but she still ended up making lavish things these few days.
yesterday: mee bandung
today: nasi dagang for breakfast. and she made apple pie and chicken pie.
sorry tummy. it's mama's cooking.
helping me alter my dresses here and there.
i kept asking her again why we her daughters dont inherit this skill?
if only we can make our own dresses.

kakak, abe, lin. they have their own ways; though not as obvious as abah and mama. the kisses and the calls. if it's only me imagining things, still, i love you guys so much. and abe ammar + kak ita too. hehehe :)

and lastly, my BooLat. who i tried hard to not miss too much. haih...just when i am about to leave, she started becoming more bulat, and more sleepy-head than ever, and she's starting to make other noises too. (the normal ones include: yawning, grunting in her sleep, breathing heavily as if she had mucus or something, and yes, berdehem. you can be totally amazed with the sounds she make.) but now? she finally started saying "ahhh" in her cute squeaky way. 

now that it's the final day i'm home this year, kakak let me play longer today with her. first off, i let her sleep on top of me for the afternoon nap. (she likes sleeping on top of people). that nap got my arm all numb thanks to her 4.2kg weight. then i played some dress up with her. (wearing aunty chik's shades)

and my final attempt to get her to dublin with me.heheh ;)

ps: sorry airaa sayang. i know i'm not supposed to play with you like this, since you're just a baby and all. but i cant help myself!! you're so CUTE!! (read: agnes-like)

that's it for my 2nd year of summer holiday.
ill be back in here from dublin, insyaAllah.

my new resolution: berjihad mencari ilmu di BumiNya. insyaAllah :)

Seseorang yang keluar dari rumahnya untuk menuntut ilmu niscaya Allah akan mudahkan baginya jalan menuju Syurga 
(Shahih Al jami)

yours truly,
missing home already. T,T
ps: i love you abah & mama & family. hugs and kisses.


Fazdlin Rahim said...

hahahahahaha yan! kejam gler ok.

izyan.ariff said...

@ lyn :)

hehehehehe. gerammmm punye pasal.

AyuNee said...

nampak kat screen tempat scan image skeleton

izyan.ariff said...


hahaha. true.

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