sensitive

true story:

si kecil: weh, aku da settlekan duit riba tu. da masuk semua interest dalam PPIMI punye account.

me: eh.dah eh? 

si kecil: yang lawaknye ak ingat amount die &*(&. lepas send tu tengok2 tak ckup 1 sen.

me: *gelak* tak cek dulu?

si kecil: aku duk pikir. kalau ni duit biasa, mesti tak kisah. tapi sebab tau benda tu riba, ak pun transfer la 1 sen tu.. maluuuuunye~~~ budak2 PPI tgk ade 1 sen masuk.

me: takpe. bukan orang tau pun sape yg send.

the end. :)

alhamdulillah. for making us this sensitive towards these kind of things. and here i am, just wishing and praying, that You will make all of us sensitive, to all sinful acts that exist in this world; from the biggest, to the smallest ones. ameen ameen ya Rabb.

and while we pray for Him to make us more sensitive, we still need to constantly remove all the sins we had committed before, insyaAllah. and here is one tip from Rasulullah S.A.W:

“Solat lima waktu, solat jumaat hingga jumaat berikutnya dan ramadhan hingga ramadhan berikutnya menjadi penebus dosa-dosa (kecil yang berlaku) di sela-sela waktu tersebut selama dijauhi dosa-dosa besar”. 

(Riwayat Imam Ahmad, Muslim dan Tarmizi dari Abi Hurairah r.a.)

yours truly,

a girl who wants to be a sensitive repenter.