too much

haven't been thinking that deep lately to write anything in here..

too preoccupied

with lots and lots of stuff..

the endless lectures

the finals

the new house

all the moving out and moving in

fracturing my ribs here and there

due to all the heavy boxes and bags 

i have to carry back and forth..

my new room

*which i'm totally in love with*

my new theme for my 2nd year

white + green + soft blue

the endless shopping

for the new house

and the housewarming thingy..

and im still not done with the gifts

for my beloved ones back home

not to mention all the plans for the upcoming summer hols

busy busy busy.. =,='

too busy that i dont even have enough time

to call abah mama every so often like i wanted to

or skyping with kakak..

*sigh*

but all these things only left me physically tired

'brain-dead' a.k.a blur at times..

but nothing too big for me to handle

just give me a good long dreamless sleep

and it's enough to keep me up and going!

a very huge difference..

if compared to how i feel

when my rohaniah is tired.

not because of too much stuff done..

but because of too little..

too little of deep-thinking..

too little reflections..

too little retrospections..

too little of everything that may seem trivial in the eyes of a normal being..

but vital for those who knew and understood..

guess i am a normal typical being

who keeps forgetting the seemingly-trivial-but-very-vital matters..

so at the end of the day

all i can hope for is..

for Him to never Forget me..

nor Let me go..

Ameen

Ameen

~ya Rabbal A'lamin~

(^,^)