ape gune otak?

i found this quote somewhere in the web.

but i dont think it would be as heavy,

should we use it accordingly

after all, it IS a gift from Him..^,^

so ape gune otak?? *nada memberontak*

untuk berfikir lah..

hehe

once in a while, feel like posting a mean title..

but no worries, my post is not as blunt as the title might seem..*wink*

again. today ill be retrospecting in public.

feel free to join me in this 'public muhasabah'.

A note to my future self (",)

Dear future self,

hopefully by this time you have finished doing 

what you have promised yourself to do..

If im not mistaken,

you promised this more than a few times before..

but i guess sometimes memang kene dengar ugutan + cabaran pedas 

from someone like ustaz salam

baru la nak start bergerak kan?

*tipah palo sket* 

Dear future self,

hopefully you have proved your present-self wrong.

that you are not someone with a bad memory..

even though it is usually one of your excuses whenever you get low marks.

"hm..mmg la fulan bin fulan score.die mmg otak menghafal"

*yan in denial and consoling oneself mode*

Cuz truthfully yan,if you dont have a good memory,

how come you still remember all the songs that you sang 10 years back?

how come you remember all those guitar chords you learned with abah?

tak ingat lyrics? maybe. tapi melody sure ingat kan?

Dear future self,

if you can remember all those songs..

if you can remember all those movies..

if you can remember all those dramas..

why cant you remember a small collection of hadith?
40 je hadith tu..tak suruh bukak Riyadhus Solihin lagi

ke nak kene tunggu ustaz salam tanye depan2..

"awak ni syg Rasulullah ke tak?"

adui...pedas..so sorry to sister s******h yang duduk depan aritu

*naseb baek duduk line tepi.haha*

still, semua terase kan hari tu? well, at least someone like me does.

i may have come across all of those hadith 

during my schooling and prepping years,

but usually i dont even know that they're from a collection of hadith.

so to my future self,

please make your present self happy,

proving that what she believes in is true,

that her future self will be able to do what she promised herself

*or at least die trying!*

o0 theEnd 0o

ps: to all those yang da hafaz *bukan hafal je* hadith 40, 

percayalah..my present self is very much jealous.

but insyaAllah my future self wont be..

insyaAllah..

(",)